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Hell, things are a bitch! Maybe - maybe not, how would you know. Anyways enough of that. I haven't posted here in a while.

So whats new? Nothing much at all out for the holidays now and I can't wait for Christmas. Can you believe that its going to be here in a few days? I can't

One of my very close friends from Springdale has really got me pissed off. I just want to rip her apart! (Not literally,) but just to show how fake she is indside. I bet she itches underneath shes so damn fake! I can't put up with her much more, I have no idea why I'm friends with her, we are totally not alike and so different. It makes me wonder how we became friends in the frist place. Just shows up messed up this place can be. I thought it might have been me, but others that all hang out with us (with her) feel the same way. SHE A DAMN TWO FACED BITCH. Yeah deal with it.

So over the holidays I'm thinking of redesigning my website, something more original and more me. Don't get me wrong I think Kosheen is awesome, but I want something with a little more me, with picures, more of what my life is like. Any suggestions?

Hopefully I'll get a graphics tablet for Christmas, I really need one to digitally draw. Watch out world! This could be a shocker lol.

Anyway latley I felt that I've been drifting from art, which I dreading, life would be so boring without art, and I would be completely empty. It was like calling me back, like telling me to what makes me live. I find I've been stuck on desiging websites, which is great. But it limits my creativity. So today I opened Photoshop (which takes forever) anyways got a picture of Gabrielle Destroismasions and started, I'm really happy with the outcome. You can check it out on my website in the art section (www.adamsimms.tk)

Well I better get going now, hopefully I'll get more time to post stuff here soon.
posted by Adam at 10:37 PM


Sunday, December 15, 2002
Everyone I'll try to post sometime today or tomorrow.


Sunday, December 15, 2002
Yea like whats been up everyone, its been forever since I've posted here also Everything has been like mega hectic. I've been so busy with School, the Prom, Christmas, and work. So hopefully tomorrow I'll get more time to post something soon ;)
posted by Adam at 1:53 AM


Tuesday, November 26, 2002
    So what happened today? Not much actaully, but I had a free before lunch and it was great as usual, then I had some more classes. I've got a French test on Thursday and on Friday, and also a Math test on next Wednesday.

So I came home and that was it basically did homework and was on the computer. How boring my life is :( Now I'm just watching Gilmore Girls, not an bad episode so far, and Smallville is next. It isnt that bad of a show but there is no consistancy, like what ever happends in the episode is solved in that episode, like there is no plot line continuation and that kind of suxs.

Hmm yeah, for some odd reason I'm speachless. Anyways, I'm having a really hard time with Math 3013. Its really difficult, I'm basically faling the course which is the first course that I have actually "been failing" and it's really not good. This is becuase my Principal wont let me drop the course, she's like "You need it for personal gain." Which I toally dissagree with becuase I dont need this course to get into University or to get into College, so whats the point of me taking it if I'm faling and its only bringing down my overall average. Another thing about it that makes me so mad, is that most scholarships require that you have at least an 80 in each course to apply, so with me taking this Optional Math course it's almost pointless for me to apply for scholaships with could be the Yes or No of me going to College. I'm so stressed about it, I'm going to flip!

Ahhh I'm goign now, I'll be back tomorrow to continue my stories of what pisses me off.


Monday, November 25, 2002
     It's my birthday and I can be a Bitch if I want to! Yeah you heard it, lol. Well today wasnt all that bad, got a nice bit of money and gifts and it was a fun day, compared to the rest of my other birthdays, which usually the worst day's of the year :( Not many people phoned to wish me happy b-day yet tho, but thats ok. I don't really have any planz, just to stay home and watch Boston Public, 7th Heaven, and Everwood... What a life I have.

Some people are just a bunch of whores, and they are so fake! I wish they become themeselves instead of being some stuck-up immature media/people infulenced and actually be who they are without caring what others think of them. These type of people are so breakable and you can see right through their empty souls, yeah what a pitty I know, but it's thier own damn fault!


Friday, November 7/8th, 2002
           Smile :) Is a long weekend for me! So today wasn't that bad at all, first period was cancelled because we had a Remberance Day Assembly, then I had a free period in which I just relaxed. Thank goodness the Math 3103, (The one I left my book in school) well the test was postponed, thank goodness because I was about to flip. I really want to drop that course, I find it really difficult to do Math mentally in my head without any scrap paper and calculator. :( So after that we had French class where we worked on our drama again, but in our group there was only me that was actually there, my other group members were out. So Ashley didn't have a partner, so she came with our group and me and her worked on it. It is kind of weird, first time that I actually had a conversation with her, she seems to be a nice person so far. Then we had Biology and we got a test coming up in that soon. Then I came home and relaxed again, I'm so tired from school etc. Around 9pm Mark came down and we watch TV and then he left about 11:45pm. So over all it wasn't that bad of a day :) Now tomorrow I gotta work, I've gotta update www.ridetherock.com, www.roswellthefinalchapter.net, check up on a domain, work on my site, and do some beta testing :) So I'll try to post another entry in here again tomorrow :)

     Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
        Today was nice, but my ear is still really paining; I've got another Doctor apt this Friday, hopefully there is something that can be done to take away the annoyance. The day didn't start out too bad, I got to school early and everything seen to go pretty good. Language - first class - was a bore, we had a substitute again, I have no idea where Mr. Hillier has been the last week or so. Then I had French and we had to plan a little drama with a small problem, then I have to present it to the class in the next few classes. Biology and Literature were next and I look about 4 pages of notes in each one. Lastly I had Math and we did more examples and I've got a test on November 18th. Then after school I tried to get a domain back up and running, but It seems that will not possible will another 2-3 days, and also applied a few updates to Roswell: The Final Chapter. Then picked up my Aunt carried her to my Grandparents for lunch. Then around 6pm I went to go study for my Math 3103 test that I have tomorrow, but then to notice that I left the book in school; so I'm guessing that It's a possibly that I might fail, but luckly I had a few handouts. I really considering on droping that course, but I'm going to wait to make that decision after I find out what mark I got on my test. So Then I studied the handouts for about a 1/2 hr, I hope I can do it for tomorrow. So then after that I decided to watch a little TV; I watched Dawson's Creek, over all it was a pretty good episode, and now I'm watching Birds Of Prey, seems really interesting so far. So I'm going to get going and continue watching the show, and hopefully I'll get to write more tomorrow.

    Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
        Well it has been a while since I've written anything here, things have been kinda hectic... So here I am now in the back seat of the car with my Mother driving and my Grandmother in the passenger seat, driving at 100km/h and I'm here typing this journal entry on my laptop (BTW we are driving from Corner Book, to home (Springdale.)) We went Christmas shopping, ya knows ya gotta start early ;) Well last night was the Halloween dance at school, I did the music, seemed like most people enjoyed it, there was a nice few people there, and the people that would dance were all dancin', so over all I think it was a good turn out. I noticed something really weird this week, one of my really close friends went away this week and to think of it I actually never missed them at all, makes me wonder if the friendship even really means anything to me :S Thank goodness we gotta extra long weekend; we don't have any school on Monday, Tuesday, Friday, and Monday! Which is great I can really use a break to get away from everything. Well I better get going now, I'll try to update my site a little more this weekend, I got a new website design to post in the the portfolio, so I'll going now, see ya!
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